I am overcome by Sadness

I am overcome with sadness I cannot swim over
The depth of my heart I cannot carve out
It somehow carves on its own without my knowing
The dagger that sinks deep into my soul
I cannot get hold of for I am helpless
It continues to slice, to pierce through
To stop it knows not of it seems

Hear my prayer:
Heal this wound if you so wish
But I want it so if you so want
To feel for you on that dry wood
I want for that is what you want.

a.t.d
20 March 2002